Rezeki itu hak Allah.

After 3 months, it still nothing.
No news. Just blank.
People advised me, others waiting years by years
yet Allah still won't give
People added, others have to adopt
yet Allah destined they won't have them.
Indeed, they smile. And they celebrate the happiness.
Am I being ungrateful and/or not believing Allah's will?
Astaghfirullah al 'azim...
When I am ready and accepting, He is testing me again.
People start talking about me. ME. Not US.
And that's sometimes tears me down.
I watched family type movie and never fail to cry.
It reminds me of all things that had happened previously
and this blanko-thing.
And the husband noticed that.
"How fragile you are, Love."
I am sorry. I just can't resist this emotional feelings.
It just happen.
I know there are many other people being tested even harder than me.
But when I tried to change the destiny and rearrange everything
Things just can't be even better.
"Without Allah's will, nothing will happen. And that always comes with reasons"

Relax. Calm. Breathing. Do the works. Let Allah do the rest. And SMILE. He needs that.

Favorite Quote

"People don’t care how much you know until they know how much you care." [Saifulislam,2012]

Misi Besar 2013.

Selepas apa yg telah ditakdir berlaku awal tahun ini, sekarang sudah move on utk Misi Mega 2013.

Officially launching the "Misi Dec 13" and "Misi Sep 14".

Ternyata, perkahwinan 2012 sedang mengajar banyak erti hidup. Erti cinta, pengorbanan, kesetiaan, keredhaan sedang dlm ujian dan pemerhatian Tuhan yg Maha Esa. Semoga Tuhan izinkan 2 misi mega ini terlaksana.

Rezeki itu hak Allah. Dengan peluang dan ruang utk usaha yg telah Dia buka seluas-luasnya, mari menyimpul kekentalan diri!

Allah telah menetapkan takdir. Dia merancang. Kita juga diberi peluang merancang. Jadi berusahalah. dan sesungguhnya, Allah Maha Mengetahui dan perancangan Allah juga yg lebih tepat terbaik. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Ya Allah, aku mohon bagi kami panjangkanlah umur kami dlm iman yg utuh, kesihatan tubuh badan, kekuatan akal fikiran, dan kesetiaan tak berbelah bagi antara kami suami isteri. Berilah jalan keluar dan penyelesaian bg setiap lorong gelap yg kami lalui dan simpulan masalah yg Kau takdirkan utk kami. Semoga jalan hidup kami dipermudahkan walaupun dlm 1001 ujian cabaran dan dugaan dari-Mu. Amin ya Rabbal 'Alamin.



***Muhammad faiz bakal mencecah umur setahun 30 Mac 2013 ini. Arwah Maryam juga sudah setahun pergi meninggalkan kami. Semoga Allah mudahkan juga urusan Maryam (jannatul barzakh inshaAllah), kehidupan anaknya dan kami semua. Ameen.***




Wordless Wednesday

Dengar sangat kata orang.

Muslim's Show - Consultation

Ikut hati, mati.
Ikut kata, binasa.
Ikut Allah, selamatlah!

Boleh nak dengar pandangan orang. Tapi, jadi manusia biar rajin banyak. Setiap apa yang orang kata bukan untuk ditelan terus. Kunyah kasi lumat dulu baru telan. Nak lalu tekak pun tak tercekik. Nak lalu perut pun senang hadam. Nak lalu nyahtinjaan utk pembuangan pun senang lepas. 

Iman, ilmu dan kewarasan akal perlu selari. InshaAllah yang lainnya, Allah uruskan.